Christmas

I was so excited about visiting my parents over Christmas that I forgot about my limitations due to hypothyroidism. Well, I certainly remembered once I got there!
We (secretly) got a taxi (costing £60!) to theirs because I just couldn't face the journey at all and felt it would ruin my great mood.

I actually felt festive! This was the first year in a long time that I was not working over Christmas and I planned on having a drunken time.

The whole visit really wore me out. Everything was a massive chore, even watching a film.
So when we found out I'd made a mistake with the train timetable back, it really sucked. We had to stop over another night and when I finally got home I was vacant. I slept for 14 hours.
That was on the 27th, we now have the MIL stopping over from the 29th to the 31st. This is also exhausting.

I spent the 28th cleaning. It took me all day. Doing some, stopping to sit down and then up again.

What has happened to me? I used to be so house proud so I feel that people have a certain expectation when they come to my home. There is still clutter everywhere and I'm fed up.

Tomorrow, after MIL has gone I am sleeping and resting. On NYE! I should be going out at my age (28) and celebrating the new year. Perhaps if I have a ton of coffee then I could go out?
But then I will suffer the next day and possibly the one after that.

You know what?

I'm sick of this feeling. I'm making an appointment with my doctor and I want a referral.
Surely this isn't right even on thyroxine?

Going now. Rant done.